Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Job Search Update - When Will It End!?

It's becoming rather apparent that my Biggest Loser dreams are coming to a screaching halt. I found out this morning that the casting directors will have their short list complete by Friday in time for a review by the big whigs. While this doesn't rule me out all together - it does make my chances to get onto the show very VERY slim. It was a fun adventure while it lasted and I don't regret it for one minute. I am a bit disappointed - as I don't think my casting tape was even looked at - but that's Fate. It wasn't meant to be.

I obviously did not hear back from the Country Club in regards to their Membership Director position. If I were still a candidate I am sure I would have heard something by now - the last follow-up I did was about 10 days ago. The response I received was that the decision would be made last week. So - let's take job #7 off the books now too.

Which leaves me the one position I actually wanted out of all that I interviewed for. The newspaper. I'll follow-up again on Thursday with my HR rep - I'm almost afraid to do so because I don't want rejection #8! {Or would that be #9 if you count the BL casting?} Last week I was told that they too would be making a decision for 3rd interviews this week - to keep checking in to see what my status is.

My unemployment status really doesn't expire until April - so I'm trying to figure out if it would be in my best interest to stay home till then - or to go get a part time job. I guess it comes down to money vs. sanity. From a monetary standpoint - my unemployment check will offer me the higher paycheck. But from a sanity standpoint - a part time job will give me something to do.

My husband I am sure is ready to boot me out of the house. It's funny - since he's been home on disability he's found himself relying more on his computer for entertainment. He plays a game called City of Villans - and he's created a My Space page for his character. {So silly - if anyone wants to see it the URL is: myspace.com/zeannoyingfrenchie } Yet when I spend time online on various message boards he seems to get upset that I'm spending so much time on my computer.

Apparently I am obsessed with message boards. So - I'm making a concentrated effort to limit my time posting on them. I've started working on revamping my personal web site - and if all goes well and I can figure out how to secure the pages with my family genealogy on them - I will post the link here. I use FrontPage to create my web site - it's not the easiest program to figure out - and since I'm no web guru I'm having a heck of a time figuring it all out. Very frustrating - because there really is not support for FrontPage considering Microsoft is doing away with the program. And the support that is available assumes you're a web guru to begin with.

Please stop by hubby's My Space page - he wants to see how many 'hits' he gets based on my post today.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

New Chat Box - Thanks To Rev Ree!

My good online buddy added a Chat Box to her blog - which I discovered today. I had to have one too! Please find this wonderful little device in my side bar over there----->

Leave me a note to say Hi! I'm getting some pretty interesting hits on the Site Counter and I'm curious to see who's REALLY visting my site.


Saturday, February 25, 2006

Favorite Sesame Street Character


I'm feeling nostalgic today - came across this adorable picture of my favorite resident living on

SESAME STREET

Sunny days! Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet

Can you tell me how to get
How to get to Sesame Street

Come and play, Everything's A-okay
Friendly neighbors there
That's where we meet

Can you tell me how to get
How to get to Sesame Street

It's a magic carpet ride
Every door will open wide

To happy people like you
Happy people like

What a beautiful Sunny day
Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet

Can you tell me how to get
How to get to Sesame Street...
How to get to Sesame Street
How to get to...

I wonder .... who else lives or works on Sesame Street?????

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Friday Featured Artist - (A Day Early) 02-24-06

TAYLOR HICKS



I'm going out on a limb here and featuring Taylor Hicks as my featured artist this week. Though an up and coming star - Taylor seems to be the favorite in this years American Idol contest. His unique country-blues-soul sound has not been heard on the show before, and is a refreshing change from the bubblegum pop of idols past.

Please visit Taylors Fan Space at: myspace.com/taylorhicksmusic and become one of his supporting fans. They've been sharing positive messages about our favorite Idol wanna-be, and making pleas to keep voting for Taylor! Wouldn't it be great to see this talented guy put his career on fast-forward by making it into the finales of Idol. You can see a replay of Taylors performance, and follow my weekly AI 'reviews' at media-hush-tv.blogspot.com.

I have no doubt that Taylor will be a star with or without the show. The added PR he's getting right now will only help his star rise to the top - and I am sure any record label would be happy to add him to their list.

Taylor has been signing since childhood with no official training. He gains his inspiration from the likes of Sam Cooke, Ray Charles, Joe Cocker, and Otis Redding. I believe I read elsewhere that Taylor has also played with some of the industries top jazz and blues performers.

Hailing from Alabama, Taylors pretencious personality reminds us a bit of Bo Bice. But his sound is all his own!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

What's In A Name?

I took one of those Crazy My Space quizes about "What Does Your Name Mean" - and here are the results from www.kabalarians.com:

  • The name of {censored} creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words.
  • You have a deep, artistic, and creative side which shows through a love for music and literature.
  • Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word.
  • You have an ability to concentrate and work intently on anything which holds your interest.
  • However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and mental tasks.
  • Although the name {censored} creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a moody disposition.
  • This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, heart, lungs and bronchial area.
Yeah - even the Kabal thinks I should be a writer! I can't escape it! AH! Everything it says above is 100% dead on correct! How freaky is that?

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I'm working on a new color scheme for my blog. Please be patient while I make some changes over the next few days. I'm attempting to put together a palette that will be used over ALL of my blogs and my web page.

Thanks!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Another momentous occasion

Tonight was my sons first official "group date" - sort of. He wouldn't call it that - but there were 3 guys and 3 gals - so you do the math. They headed over to the Mouse to see "Date Movie". Which I assume went really well - considering he called at 10pm to say "Mom - we didn't discuss a curfew before I left tonight". Curfew? Hmmm ... I'm wondering which of his friends mentioned that because I've never had to discuss curfews with him before. What is the current norm for an almost 16 year old anyway? As I hemmed and hewed on the phone - my hubby shouts out - midnight! OK - I said -midnight sounds good. Or whenever your friends head home- whichever comes FIRST. AND then if you are going to be more than 5 minutes late - call me!

It's 11:40pm - and I'm waiting to see if he'll actually make his very first curfew. If he doesn't - should I be a traditional parent and give him a lengthy lecture? Or should I enjoy the moment with him - and sit down to find out how much fun he had? Not worry about him coming in 15 minutes late? See the smile on his face upon his return from his first official 'group-date" - sort of?

I love to see those kinds of smiles!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Eagles Nesting At Kennedy Space Center

I received this note from my dad today via e-mail - along with the following photos. I thought I'd share them here - as they are just amazing!
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For those of you who don't know -
KSC has quite a few pairs of nesting Bald Eagles. The most famous is a pair that return every year to nest in a pine tree
just off Kennedy Parkway North (SR3) about half way between the
VAB and Kennedy Parkway West (SR 405). Every year our photography contractor is employed to mount cameras in the tree before their arrival to try and film them raising their eaglets. Some of the cameras are motion activated and others are remotely activated by personnel usually sitting in a van hundreds of yards away. These are some of their most recent photographs.


Friday, February 17, 2006

Unforgettable Experiences

It isn't often one can say they came within 100 yards of the President of the United States and then sat down and ate dinner with a Communist. But that is exactly what happened to me tonight.

While headed out to our friends Wedding Rehearsal dinner tonight, my hubby and I witnessed the Presidential motorcade roll past. It is amazing that so many police & rescue resources are wasted utilized to move the President from one location to the next. I think I counted at LEAST 20 police cars and motorcycles along with 5-6 rescue vehicles. Then of course there were the 6 huge gas guzzling, environment killing SUV's. As we realized exactly who this circus was for, my natural instincts took over and somehow my hand made a one fingered salute to the leader of the free world - several times over. I'm not sure what came over me - and I'm not even sure how long the salute lasted. All I do know is that I felt so much better after expressing my thoughts about Dubbya directly towards Dubbya. Even though I am 99.9% sure he probably didn't even see my one fingered tribute.

That we thought would be the end of our excitement for the evening. You see our friend is a relatively religious man who met his bride at their church. Not that there is anything wrong with that. It's just that we don't have much in common with their OTHER friends. Since my husband was part of the bridal party - we had to attend the rehearsal dinner out of courtesy to the grooms family.

Our friend warned us ahead of time that we would be seated with an 'interesting' individual with a 'unique' outlook on the world. It took me all of five minutes to figure out which of our table mates is was. Being the curious person I am I went straight for the jugular and started questioning him on his adventures in life. The gentleman in question is in his early 70's - so he's had quiet a life. The details he was willing to part with had him working in Nigeria for several years - teaching History and other life's lessons. Which I found completely fascinating! You know me - I love to learn about other cultures and their traditions. But I didn't have time to get into details with him Upon his return to the USA, he told me that he taught history classes off and on at the High School and local Community College - and that he was able to graduate from Harvard with a degree in History as well as Sociology. His story stopped here - he refused to relate any more of his life. His wife, leaned over and smiled and asked 'aren't you going to tell the rest?' And his brother leaned over and smiled and said ' there is so many more fascinating things to tell this young lady.' But my table mate refused.

Later, as we were leaving I stopped to wish the bride good luck tomorrow. I asked if she could perhaps give me more details on her fascinating Uncle one day. She whispered to me - he's the family black sheep and nobody talks about it. During the Cuban missile Crisis he actually lived in Cuba - and is still a member of the Communist Party.

Well - I thought that wasn't such a bad secret to keep. In fact - when I see him tomorrow I may just have the nerve to ask him what life was like in Cuba. Certainly it has to be drastically different than life here in the USA. But I'm not sure if this gentleman is ready to share his story with a stranger - and I can tell he doesn't REALLY want to be prodded. I'll have to play it by ear.

It's been one of the most interesting evenings for me in awhile. I actually enjoyed the evening and the company that we shared. Just goes to show you - what you thought would be a dull event could end up being an unforgettable experience.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentines Day to Everyone!


Friday, February 10, 2006

Friday Featured Artist - 02-10-06

U2 Wins FIVE Grammy's!

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Because of time constraints - and because of their recent success at the Grammy's - I'm going to select U2 as my featured artist this week.

I've been a fan of U2 since about 1985 - before I attended my 1st U2 concert. My sister and I ended up sleeping all night outside a shopping mall in 30 degree weather to get tickets for that concert. And it was well worth the freeze! I scored tickets in the THIRD ROW - and I have NEVER forgotten that show.

I am obsessed with U2 - but not to the point I know every minute detail of their lives. I know that I've posted this all here before - but the new people need to understand where this insanity came from. Bono smiled at me at that first concert. I was looking around the stadium - at the hundreds of thousands of people screaming and dancing and singing along with the band. I stood in one spot and slowly turned around - 360 degrees. The ENERGY in that stadium was so intense. It was the closest to a religious experince I'll ever have. When I turned back to the stage - Bono was watching ME! I must have smiled - because this wonderful slow grin spread across his face too. It was like we shared this secret - it was amazing. I've been obsessed ever since.

If you havn't been to a U2 concert before - SHAME ON YOU! It's an experience everyone should have. If you've never even heard of U2 - well - you've been living under some sort of rock - haven't you? Here's their web site: www.u2.com

U2's music is rock - but it definetly has some irish folk sounds mixed in. Deeply political in their songs - Bono and the Edge have found a unique sound to spread messages of love and hope. Their latest album - 'How To Dismantle an Atomic Bomb' - just won 5 Grammy's at this years award show.

No New Blogs? What's Up With That?

I know! I know! I haven't updated the "Daily Blog" in a few days! What can I say - I've been distracted by a little project. I put together my very first "home video" - actually - it's a casting tape for The Biggest Loser. It took me several days to shoot and edit. But it is now DONE and sent off in the mail to get lost in the pile of thousnads of others.

What else am I going to work on while I'm unemployed?

Today is house clean-up day - and it must be complete before NOON - when my father-in-law arrives. SO - todays Featured Artist won't be posted till this afternoon. AND I have a really good topic for another blog - SIZISM. Thanks to Marty McFLy at Medialine. It will be great - I'll jump up on my soap box and let the world have it!

So - tune in later today for some really terrific posts!

Monday, February 06, 2006

Interview Process - Step 6?

I guess I should probably update my Blog Readers on the status of my job search. As you know, I was called in for a follow-up interview with the Country Club last week. The interview went rather well - I reiterated how wonderful I was and made sure the GM knew I wanted this job. The GM told me that he was just waiting on the results of my background check (step #3 in the inteview process) and that the following day I will received a call from his HR consultant for a phone screening.

We'll call the phone screening Step #4 in interviewing for this position. We spoke for almost an hour on the phone. It was intense and I was exhausted when I came off the phone. I had to relay my previous experience, go through the whole strengths and weaknesses scenario, and explain why I thought moving from strictly marketing to a strictly sales position was a good idea. Of course I told her that this position - while indeed a sales position - was more marketing than anything else. In order to make a membership sale - you have to be a PR person as well as know how to market the course. I also told her the $1000 a week commission potential was highly attractive!! She then asked me to sell her a pen over the phone! This is where my brain stopped working - and I choked. It wouldn't surprise me if I lost the job based on this sales pitch alone. Of course - I came up with a witty sales pitch the second I hung up the phone - it all rushed back to me!

Friday morning I received an e-mail from the HR Consultant - asking me to take a Meyers-Briggs personality assessment. I must have done something good in the phone interview - because that put me through to stage #5. The assessment is similar to this one I found on the internet: Myers-Briggs Assment . Of course, I took this online before I took the assessment for the HR consultant to see how I would score. It came up that my personality was an INFJ - moderately expressed in all of these: Introverted - Intuitive - Feeling - Judging.

One of the links the test forwarded me to for an analysis of my results states that I'm a Counselour Idealist! Which is prety much dead on to how I behave. "Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people."

The other link states that I am an Activist - in it for the cause and not the glory. Other famous INJF's are: Chaucer, Robbie Burns, Gahndi, and Mother Teresa. So I'm in good company.

Now - whether this makes me a good sales person is beyond me! Perhaps because I can emphathize with others better - I'll be able to read their needs better - and therfore be more able to sell a membership to them. Who knows!

Now I play the waiting game - again. I'm not going to hold my breath this week. I've got activites to do around the house: fix the screens that were damaged in the hurricanes, pull up an old garden and install a new raised be, and produce my video to send to the Biggest Loser casting directors. Things to keep my mind off the job!

The funny thing is .... even this Myers-Briggs Assessment states that I should be a writer or work in public service. I really KNOW deep down in my heart that this is the feild I should work in. However - I can't locate a poisition that will allow me to do this. I need a job with a high salary so that I can take care of my family. A writer will always be dirt poor. I'll just have to keep saving the world on my own time - and write about it here.

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Update 02-26-06:

I did some more research into the Meyers-Briggs Assessments and found this in regards to my personality trait INFJ. My dad and son probably fall into this category as well:

The Protector

As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system. INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals.

Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types. INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives.

On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.

INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive. But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex.

INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress. Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential.

INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals. INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.

In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not. The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not.

Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Friday Featured Artist - 02-03-06


Sue Monk Kidd is the author of one of my favorite books, 'The Secret Life Of Bees.' I have a habit of browsing excessively through Borders, and had discovered their Break Out Artist section last year. Sue Monk Kidd was among them and I decided to give this first time fiction author a try.

The book is really a coming-of-age story about a young girl named Lily who is attempting to piece together the details of her mothers life. Life was harsh for Lily growing up with her father - she had witnessed the killing of her mother when she was four years old. After finding herself in a bit of trouble, Lily flees to a small town she had seen written on the back of an old postcard. As it turns out, Lily finds herself among old friends of her mother and learns more than she had expected.

It's truly a heart-warming story - and one that you won't forget. A story bout the power we hold as women and the eternal bonds between mother and daughter. Often times, while in Borders I'll see women reading the back cover of the book. I'll walk over and say to them - "that was one of the best books I've ever read - you'll love it."

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Background Check In Progress

Someone is running a background check on me. I'm almost 100% sure. How can I tell? There are some REALLY suspicious IP addresses logged on my blog stats. When I say suspicious - I mean - from law offices, and the social security administration, and from LA. They all know my web address - so it's not as if they've come across my blog via a blog search.

Oh yeah - I guess you all should know - that I can see SOME details regarding your visits to this blog. Basically I can see the first 5 - 8 digits of the IP address - and can see where the Server is located. No personal information at all - but enough for me to see something fishy is going on.

If it IS a background check - it could be one of two companies performing it. #1 - and most likely - the company I've just interviewed with. #2 - the Producers with The Biggest Loser. I'm leaning towards the Producers - because I GAVE them the web address on the application. Also - the GM at the company told me today that he already had the results of my background check.

So .... what does this all mean? I hate knowing that someone is snooping into my background. I'd rather they just ask me straight up. I've really got nothing to hide. I will ask politely - if you are reading my blog for the purposes of researching my background - just click that lil' comment button below and tell me WHO wanted the check done. It would allow me to sleep better at night. THANKS!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Patience - My Friend - It's A Virtue!

After venting yesterday on my blog - many of you expressed concern for my well being. Ok - so it was just my mom that called to yell at me. But that's not the point. The point is - I was just venting my frustrations! I'm fine!

That being said - after spending part of the day moping about not getting a call back - I heard from the Country Club I had interviewed with in December. Their original candidate was not able to accept their offer - she received a counter offer from her existing company - and they wanted me to come in for a 2nd interview.

After getting over the initial insult of being their 2nd choice - I scheduled an interview for this morning. I am just back!

The interview went really well - as they all seem to. We went more into my background at my previous employer - and I asked some questions about how the company was set up and how involved corporate was. I rocked! I was confident in my abilities - and answered every question well. At the end of the interview the GM stated that there were 3 outside candidates and just this week an internal candidate put in her resume for the job. {Dang internal candidates!!!!} The next step would be to have an outside HR consultant execute a phone interview to test my phone skills #1, and to give an impartial opinion to the GM on my skills.

This put me at ease - because I knew then that the GM was more interested in WHO I was. Which is perfect! I'm more relieved after hearing him say that.

I researched the company and am impressed with what I saw - they are continuing to expand into the Florida area - and will have two new properties within the next 5 years. It's a job with stability and a future.

Now I must play the waiting game once again.